About Steff
This is my interstellar craft of truth and wit. Buckle up. If you want celebrity gossip, this is not the blog for you. If you want comfortable postings that’ll fill you with happy fuzzy thoughts about the world at large, or self-help guru shit, this is not the blog for you.
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Tag Archives: dead mother
I haven’t been funny in days. I’m moody and full of vitamin-Cunt tonight. I couldn’t figure it out. What’s eating me? Why am I spiralling into a darker and darker place? Why do I hate the idea of attending any of the 3 parties to which I was invited tonight? Why does the idea of just being [...]
Posted in Autobiographical, Being me, Dimestore Philosophy, Journalling, keeping it real, Specifically Steff Also tagged dead mom, dead parents, dealing with grief, honouring the dead, loss, memories, remembering, retrospect, RIP 5 Comments
Aug
06
2006
Stumbling Through Sunday
Do you ever have those days when something hits you and you begin to think that, this day, for whatever reason, will come to be an important one in some grand scheme of things? I’m having one of those days. I feel like it’s a day on which my mindset’s going to shift in a [...]
Posted in Autobiographical, Being me, Journalling, Specifically Steff, writing Also tagged analyzing life, anniversaries, dead mom, grief, Journalling, looking at your life, memorializing, memories, mourning, moving on, pondering, remembering, sadness, taking a moment, taking stock, thinking, thinking it out 1 Comment
May
14
2006
Motherless on Mother’s Day
I’m a daughter without a mother, and anyone who’s read me awhile knows that it’s not only what you would read on the back of my collectible Bloggers-of-Now baseball card, but it’s a fact that absolutely defines me to my core. My mother dying destroyed me – utterly, brutally, without a doubt, destroyed me. Every now [...]
Posted in Autobiographical, Being me, Best of Steff, Current Events, Dimestore Philosophy, Journalling, keeping it real, Modern Feminism, Opinion (Editorial & Commentary), Self-Love & Self-Esteem, Society, Specifically Steff, Uncategorized Also tagged abuse, alcohol, cancer, coping, daughter, dead mom, grief, griefing, left behind, life after death, living life, mental health, mom, mother, mothers, moving on, raging, remembering, surviving 7 Comments
Do you ever have those moments when clarity comes up behind you with a baseball bat and beats the hell out of you? You get up, groggy, woozy, disoriented, but shit, you know better now, man. I’ve been avoiding getting into this Vixen thing. The problem with procrastination is that you avoid things so much that you [...]
Posted in Autobiographical, Being me, Best of Steff, Communication, Dimestore Philosophy, dysfunction, feminism, keeping it real, Life 101, Loving and Knowing Yourself, Marriage & Other Commitments, Men's Department, Modern Feminism, Opinion (Editorial & Commentary), Psychology & Moods, Self-Love & Self-Esteem, Sex, Sex Education, sex tips, Society, Specifically Steff, Women's Department Also tagged being open, changing, childhood baggage, daughter, dead fish, emotional baggage, getting bolder, good lovers, growing up, hang-ups, how to get past your upbringing, legacy, losing insecurities, mother, mother's daughter, opening up, parallels, personal demons, personal growth, sex history, sex issues, sexuality, skeletons, toxic history 8 Comments
A Stitch in Time